Destructive Emotions

When I'm feeling bored I often feel mad, angry, and annoyed. I have nothing to do and need some one to talk to about my feelings and emotions. But no one listens to me or hears my pitiful crys for Help. I see them talking, mocking, laughing about me. I feel something surge inside of me, like a burst of anger. Its uncontrollable! I feel like shouting to the whole world how much it hurts me, but i can't and i won't. I suddenly use that uncontrollable anger and pick up a rock and hit something with it. Glass shatters, and with it the burst of anger i felt so unexpectedly. I stand there, just standing there. A tear falls, it leaves streaks of sadness upon my face. A mark to show how much i wish i hadn't done it. I fall down as the shatter rings in my memory. Make it stop please, it annoys me so! Take the pain away! Please take it now! Lord forgive my foolish actions, i meant it not. Please forgive my Destructive emotions.