Hurting

Hurting inside and i don't know why

feels like my depression that i tried to hide

i thought i could get away from it

but its obvious i can't|_
i don't know why it chose to stay with me

i buried it deep inside like i do everything else

but i guess i'm not ready to get out of it just yet

i've tried to be happy and with Zach i am

but i can't keep it hidden forever i guess

it's not fair

it's not right

cutting is the old part of my life

i finally find happiness and it's trying to take it away

i didn't do anthing to deserve this

i want it to go away

i'm not leaving my happiness just to be the old me again

i don't want tot|_
i know my body is addicted but i choose Zach, my life, my happiness

i know i need to tell him but i refuse to hurt him again

but this depression has to go

i don't want it t stay

hurting inside and i figured out why

i want it to end to say good-bye

you were a good friend while i was with you

but i have someone new and i want to be with him i love him and he loves me

i'm sorry

we're through mr. depression

now leave me ALONE!