First night at my fathers

The first night
spending at my fathers
without a fight
nothing else matters

Feeling alone
Noticing my fear
don't feeling at home
watching my father drinking his beer

Starting to cry
lying on my bed
thinking of the family
i once had

It's been a long time
with fighting and fears
now my father moved out
without sadness and tears

I don't want to stay
and i know i can't go
my friends are far away
when i see them again i don't know