I wake-up and its there
eating away at me
I can barely breathe
I think it's in the air!
they say Im crazy
& that I must be out of my mind
but they don't know
what the voices tell me
they dont know
what Im forced to see
or the memories Im forced to leave behind
looking through my tortured eyes
looking at myself through the inside
as I look through the shattered mirror
I can barely see through the broken glass
it reveals my hidden emotions
I cant get through my past
so tell me, how do you love yourself?
if you cant even look at yourself
without putting on a mask
I'm stuck thinking so low of myself
I cant get away from this hateful state
when I see my reflection all I feel is anger
I dont know how much more I can take!
the words they come out like a reflex
"I hate you!"
"I wanna be someone else!"
Its hard wanting to be anybody,
rather than yourself..
as a tear rolls down my cheek
my anger turns to complete sadness
as I look away all I want is to be happy
but that will never be..
until I am taken away,
high into the sky
but how will that happen?
If I dont even pray
If I do make it there
I wont have to worry
I wont have a single care
& as I look up to the sky
I ask one simple question..
Can you take me there?
