Well days have passed and things have changed
but to me my life is worse not the same
i kept another promise to you
to keep me safe and alive until u saw me through
but i found an escape
that i could take
without breaking my word
to the only person that has heard
my cries for help my screaming pleas
knowing all i want to be is free
i took them all i took those pills
i was so angry because i couldn't feel
hours went by nothing happened
then i blacked out all of a sudden
you worried alot i could see it in your face
you sat me down with others
as i stated my case
i was hoping to die and just be free
but no I'm wrong again...
you called the ambulance on me
i had passed out but still was breathing
some people could even say i was peacefully sleeping
when i awoke i knew i had to go
i looked for u and plead for u to come so
time went by and i walked out
i couldn't see, focus or even shout
you called me and i come back
then u waited with me through all my slack
i cried and hoped that i would die then and there
i hated u so much i thought it was so unfair
i got out with nothing but a needle place
and ECG and a sad little face
you took me home as mad as u were
i felt horrible for making such a stir
it had been a long 11 hours and all were sleepy
when i got home i gave u a hug and was a little weepy
i went to sleep straight away
thinking to myself what do i pray?
I'm so sorry for what i done
but yet i would do it another one
but this time nobody will be hurt and noone will know because these signs i will not show...
