A Fatal Wound

I'm looking out the window,
my mind is on you,
desperately searching,
for something else to do.

You broke my heart,
and shattered my soul,
the love runs deep,
but my blood runs cold.

I tried mending myself,
but I'm not strong enough,
my pride made me fake it,
but I'm just not that tough.

I know that I've lost you,
you cut me so deep,
this wound can't be stitched,
the pain I will keep.

I remember what we were,
and I look at what we are,
the tears are taking over,
this time you've gone too far.

Look at me now,
listen as I cry,
I'm contemplating death,
wanting only to die.

Look at what you've done,
with all of your greed,
look at what I've become,
watch as I bleed.

I'm cutting myself,
I'm going insane,
and everyone knows,
that your are to blame.

Now there's nothing left to say,
it's over in one breath,
I'm giving up on you father,
I'll find comfort with Death.

~Monstergrrl18