Life can be hard sometimes, it really gets me down..
I wish that I could dissapear into the air, get swallowed by the ground.
When things seem to be getting better, they’re really just getting worse,
I’m struggling to find the words to explain how I feel in this verse.
You know sometimes when you wake up? And you wonder, whats the point?
To sit alone, you feel so cold, you know that the day isn’t gonna do much apart from disappoint.
I think about my lowest days, nothing ever made any sense,
I hated people for no reason, shouted and raged, it was just nonsense.
I wonder what happened, to make me the way I am,
But I guess there isn’t an answer, its just the way things happen.
Sometimes I swear and shout, say things that I don’t mean,
But thats just because of the things that I’ve done, the things that I have seen.
I wonder if this world we live in, will always remain the same,
But I guess it’s not the world, it’s the people thats to blame.
They say things can only get better, but I know that thats not true,
Because I’ve tried that, I guess thinking that has got me through.
If things do get better, why does it feel as if nothings ever going to change?
Lifes always going to be a cruel and lonely place, thats just how it will remain.
Just as I will always be different, maybe even strange.
Why did I have to mature so fast? I guess for now I could put that in the past.
Why am I even here? Why don’t I just give up?
I should lay my head down and drown, all the sorrows that make my life so messed up.
If things were maybe easier, then I could find a way to get through,
But I guess that life is never easy, not just for me but for you too.
If you’ve got this far then I know you can feel the words,
Do you feel the way I feel in this lonely and distroyed world?
Do you sometimes wonder if life is worth the hassle?
Sometimes hesitant to continue writing without being facile?
Do you ever sit there and cry, then find yourself wondering why?
Do you ever wonder where things went wrong?
Well I guess if you can answer everything, you’re not alone..
Sometimes you can feel like no one else feels the way you feel, this is is just to show that you're not alone..
