I saw it looking back at me,
i could see my face in it
and the tears slowly run down.
I hadn't used it yet but could already see the blood,
it was there i could feel it running out of my body.
Why did i feel this way i asked myself
why cant i lead a normal life.
but then what is the word normal,
but another thing people cannot explain.
I slowly bring it up to my heart knowing i can do it
thinking off all the things that made me get this far.
I closed my eyes in fear,
and dug it in my skin.
I could feel it going threw me,
it hurt but it was worth it.
I slowly feel into a deep sleep and realized,
i was happy wherever i was i liked it.
Because i knew someone actually wanted me there,
i had a place in the world,
a place of death.
