A deepening sadness within my heart,
That I carry each day of my days.
The distant closeness of being apart,
Reality sometimes leaves me amazed.
A knowing that me is not really mine,
And my dreams merely a show I observe.
Trying to release anger through rhythm and rhyme,
Realizing I'm only getting what I deserve.
Aiming for more and breaking these chains,
It's something that clever people do.
Getting on airplanes and jumping on trains,
Is not things that'll get me through..
Life and it's jokes, aging and crying,
Or thunder and each lonely night.
Today I feel like giving up trying,
'Cause no one can hear my plight.
Father Father I turn to you today,
'Cause my soul cries for a turning point.
Please do not let my hope slip away,
I'm breaking without feeling anoint.
