Living my life in a peaceful way,
Not even crossing my mind today.
Suppressing you makes you go away,
I can live my life without having to say...
But on my own and all alone I start to wake inside,
My heart of stone feels warm and grown, there's nothing I can hide.
My skin gets thin and deep within I feel your love shine through,
It times like this I feel your bliss and don't know what to do.
Going to bed and in your arms.
I hear your voice and experience your charms.
Happily laughing, you're out of my mind.
Turning my head, blissfully blind.
But when it rains and thunder rolls you drip into my soul,
That empty parts, that present pain just start to grow and grow.
It's times like these I feel your presence slowly crawling near,
Carefully touching my spirit inside and telling me not to fear.
Other than that I play my role.
Always happy and mostly whole.
Performing well and doing things right.
No distractions, not even in sight.
But in my dreams we dance together and float on the big blue sea,
We look at each other and confirm our devotion, and hope that one day we'll be...
More than a thought, a glimpse or a shiver, more than a thousand lies,
Living our lives without feeling distraught, finally dropping this painful disguise.
