I can't escape the thoughts racing through my mind. I can't escape the feelings flowing in my heart. I can't believe this may be the end, what have I done wrong? I feel so confused. You used to say you love me and you'd never leave me and you never wanted to see me cry. And now? So suddenly love it seems like you don't care at all. I keep hoping and praying that this is all a nightmare but deep down I know it's not but I don't want to believe that it could be over. When I told you that without you I'd die I meant it. People tell me that I'll move on but you can't move on from the one you know your suppose to be with. And I keep wondering if this is all just a test from Aphrodite to see just how strongly I love you and so I keep believing it's a test so I don't have to think about a life without you. A life without you would not last long as I would most likely take a blade against my wrist because there is no life without love and I love you darling and you alone. I promised you that I'd always be by your side until you told me otherwise and you haven't told me otherwise but your not as close as you used to be and I'm wondering why and I see all these other girls that you have interest in and yet it still seems like your interested in me and i don't know whether i should just give it time or to just go ahead and die. You told me you'd kill yourself if I killed myself and so you'd join me in death. Would you still die for me or leave me alone in a world so cold? I want to ask you so badly if you still want me but I'm so scared you'll say no....Love are you no longer by my side?
