To David, the one I love.

Here I am.
Crying, shaking,
weeping like a child.
Holding myself,
screaming inside.

I was so close to give up,
open my mouth and talk
I was so close to say,
your the man on my way.

But I held my words,
didn't say anything.
I saw how you feel,
uncomfortable,
not ready even to think.

You cant see me with you.
No we, no us.
For you we are just friends,
and I understand..

I could not even love me myself.

** With this guy I wont ever be, but I love him..I cant do anything for it..He is all I can think, all I need..David, I Love you dammit much! I wish I could say that to you.. **