Abuse "why"

She grew to the age of only 14
all she ever did is cry and frown
it's sad how no one ever heard her Moen
why is it that she could never find the phone

when she was five
her mother died
one year later
her dad found another wife

her new so called mummy
had something in her tummy
but it never saw the light
cause it died in her stomach

her daddy new wife
told her to call her mummy
else she would kill her bunny
that her real mummy gave to her

every day her so called mum
arrives like a bum
all drunk and slum
that is her Q to quickly run

she sits at the table
with the food set and ready
but wait she has left her Teddy besides her mothers plate
but its to late her mummy has started to throw plates

she runs for her room
and locks the door
she turns around and finds her dad sprawled on the floor
he awakes with a yarn
and pulls her to the floor

he lays her on her bed
which is just sheets all torn on the floor
she closers her eyes
and tries to think its just another one of her nightmares

she heres a noise
three bangs on the door
the door is suddenly laying across the floor
the one she calls mummy
has already stabbed her in the tummy

she falls to the soiled now red sheets
her dad sits besides her feet
her eyes filled with tears
she is still shaking with fear

she opens her mouth
her lips are dry and cracked
and looks deep into her fathers eyes
and she mouthes the very last words
she never really understood
silent and with no breath she says
"Why daddy why.... I really did love you"

Lotza Luv Lisa x--xoxoxox---x