For My Daddy..:*

**My dad was just recently diagnosed with cancer, so this ones for him**

I feel so lonely, so cold,
and so mad, I feel like
all i want to do is cry out
to him and show him I'm sad.

I don't want him to suffer,
i don't want him to cry
i want him to be happy
and live a long life!

I feel your pain daddy,
i feel whats going on inside.
I love you so much that i
want to just break down and cry!

Crying for you day and night
crying crying out of fright.
walking in an empty space
seeking for a hiding place.

I don't want to be scared anymore,
of you not being there tomorrow,
I cant hide my tears anymore,
i just have too much sorrow.

So now my mind is screaming
as my heart is pounding deeply,
thinking of you more and more;
Saying, "Briana, just wake up!"
hoping i was just dreaming....

but I'm not dreaming,
I'm siting with cold hands wet eyes
and a confused look on my face,
as he says to me..

"I'm gonna be alright sweetie, don't worry about me. This is just another sickness that we can fight and then ill be free. I'm scared as much as you right now, not knowing what to say, but please stay with me right now, and don't ever walk away!!"

My eyes fill with tears so much
i cant even see, as my heart is overwhelmed with so much love
for him that i drop to my knees..
..i love you dad!

((plz comment))