Too much time with myself

by Sorefromreality   Aug 9, 2006


So this is what it's like
to be on my own
i am the ruler of my life
i sit on the highest throne

no guys to distract me
or love to get in the way
i live the way i want to
each and every day

but I'm beginning to think
that being alone has downfalls
i no longer have problems though
and I've eliminated booty calls

but then on the other hand
all i can to do to fill my time
deals with me and myself
as i delve deeper in my mind

i hate what i see
such an ugly person inside
i wish i could stop it all
and run away once again and hide

i see how i act now
and what horrible decisions i make
and it seems like all of these words
are too much even take

my thoughts of hatred swirl around
jealousy, despise, resentment, lies
and all of these horrid things i think
how can all these people stand to look into my eyes?

i gave up on dating so now i only have myself
but what can i do when my sanity has run out

so this is what it's like
to be on my own
this is what it's like
to be all alone

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden

    Thanks for the poem comment. I've been waiting for you to comment my pyro poem. ^_^ if you ever feel like it you can email me. you seem like a nice person to talk to. just go to my main page and you can contact me there. well anyways i liked this poem. it reminded me of how people act. like how we all seem to start out. being influenced by others to act a certain way and hang with certain ppl...buuut i decided to screw that and that i'm gonna be friends with who i want. but yeah i use to be some what of just another person. except much nicer and quieter of a version. well anyways i gave this a five. not because of the way it's written or how some things rhym just what it means. well c ya.

  • 18 years ago

    by Raychel

    Hahahahhahahahahaha booty call....sorry...wait wasnt i there whne u posted this...hmm..yepp...but me luffs it! keep it up babe
    ~me, the one and only Rachel Renee~

  • 18 years ago

    by Ike Dizzle

    You are so stupid lol. This is a great poem. I never seen anyone use booty call in their poem. Totally original lol. 5/5
    -Kakashi