An empty space in my shattered heart
too difficult now, i can't play the part
of a child so cheerful with great expectations
pretending everyday is full of happy celebrations
this life that's not mine
a soul that can't shine
destined to be someone i'm not
i feel like i've been shot
the things i feel i have to hide
all this time i've lied and lied
staying hidden behind a mask
all my life that's been my task
so from my veins i spill my blood
my life not yet bloomed, but just a bud
leaving fast my life of regret
no longer shall they have to fret
about this child they loved to hate
concealing now my early fate
releasing all my life long fears
i cry alone my bloody tears
but some things are better left unsaid
so here i lay, so cold and dead.