I have conflicting thoughts
And mixed emotions
About who we are
What we are all about
I am no longer sure if we fit together
The words I love you
Don't seem to touch my heart the same way they did before
And I am unsure if I should say them any more
At least until I can be sure that I mean them with my heart and soul
I don't want to hurt you
It's just that I don't know how I feel
My mind is confused
Do I still love him
Do we belong together, you and I?
Or should I try to be with someone else?
I am always told that I should date around
But I care for you
Do I truly love you any more?
I've deffinatly hit a rough spot
And I feel like a wilting rose
Losing a petal of sanity with each moment of uncertainty
I want to make the right decision
But I don't want to hurt you
Hurt myself
Confusion, pain, tears, and relief
These are the emotions I feel when I think of each of you
Who do I choose?
What do I do?
Someone needs to step in, make this decision, and then leave me to deal with everything else