My body shivers inside and out
every time I hear your voice,
when your name is said,
when I think of you.
I try to keep my self still,
but my body constantly shakes.
My eyes shed an amount of tears that can create a river itself,
so unbelievable, but not fake.
I shut my eyes tight wishing you wouldn't hurt me soo damn much
but you do and there's not a thing I can do to stop you.
My heart aches, I'm speechless at the thought you have such a talent in hurting me,
it's like you have achieved a goal on making me feel like my heart would actually break in two.
I'm in this world, yes I know, but my mind, heart and emotions are somewhere lost left behind.
I can't think straight and I can't let you go, the thought of me leaving , just hurts my heart and soul.
I have to grow up though.. this can't continue anymore.
I know what I have to do, I know what needs to be done.
I have to throw you away, I now refuse to stay.
I can't go on with you, it's just too much pain.
Some other guy won�t play such silly games.
I love you, that I won't deny, but the only way for me to feel free, is letting go, saying goodbye.
I know it sounds crazy, you think this can't be true, But baby I'ma do whatever it takes to get over you.
Remember when I told you that I would risk it all just 4 you. ?
That statement will always go on, but new statement I have, is me moving on.
I know I've said it a million times, that I would let you go.
But the reason I didn't do it was because of you and me ~ I honestly had some hope.
I won't let you hurt me again, I rather cry 10 million more tears when I leave.
You have made me cry soo much, I don't mind crying more when I leave.
This is watz best 4 me!
