Lost&Confused

All this pressure is building up inside me,
My friends doing things without me,
People telling secrets about me,
I'm lost and confused.
I'm growing up so fast,
Time is running out, at last,
Night by night, day by day,
I wonder "Am I headed the right way?",
High School is almost done,
My friends are going to partys to have fun.
There will be beer,
my friends will drink,
and I wonder if I'm doing the right thing.
Should I drink or should I not?
What would happen if I got caught?
My friends don't think about this stuff,
Sooner or later they'll be in cuffs.
I now know it's not right,
to ruin your life just for one night.