A man of a million pieces

My heart is shattered
I'm bruised and battered
clutching my life gasping for breath
i think of my wife I'm close to death
i close my eyes and begin to cry
i think to myself why oh why?

what was it i did?
was there something i hid?
i don't remember its all a blur
all i can think of is her
shes all i want shes all i need
i think of this as i bleed
I'm losing my blood at a rapid pace yet all i see is my darlings face
I'm going to die why did i lie?

my partner in crime my better half i remember her smile and hear her laugh
but its all in my mind now all in my head
cause now i am gone now i am dead
i see the light and i try to follow
my heart seems so empty and hollow

heaven is different to what i expected for
she is waiting for me i am lonely no more
she tells me she loves me and disappears
now down come my dripping tears

now every night in my cloud
i cry and say her name aloud
i will never forget the day my heart tore
and without my true love i will never soar
i pray for the day she comes to me
but i guess this love was not meant to be