Little Girl

Little girl
with bright blue eyes,
friends all around
she's full of laughs and smiles.
lives her life to the full,
treasures every happy moment
and she keeps those faded moments,
forever in her heart.
she's willing to try anything,
always so eager to please.

Though deeper down inside,
she's lost in this world,
doesn't know where shes going
and doesn't know what to do.
she loves God and trusts him,
but feels she always lets him down.
wants to be so perfect,
but cannot please them all.
her life's a web of confusion,
shes lost without a map.

She blunders on through,
trying her best to help and improve
life for all those around her
and wanting so much ,
to stop her friends pain,
cause a tear from her friend
hurts her almost as much,
as if she'd cried it herself.
she also feels so useless,
when she cannot stop their pain.

Mostly shes happy,
sometimes shes scared,
sometimes feels lonely,
and the bad days are there.
When she just sits and cries.
Mascara runs down her face
and she feels so pathetic,
cause she knows shes ok
its not the end of the world
life could be so much worse.

She's so sick of boys
and so sick of love,
so sick of confusion
and sick of emotion.
she spills out her heart
with a paper and pen.
Her dreams and aspirations,
her tears and her joy.
From her loves to her pains
there all written down in verse.