My head is pounding
I'm in so much pain
I'm full of confusion
And so tired of thinking
I feel like there are
A thousand hammers
Hitting my head.
As I try to think
Of a solution--an end
An end to this life
Full of hypocrites and liars.
I don't want to die
But I can't go on living
With fake smiles
And fake laughs
Acting happy when not.
This is stupid
An outrage!
Why can't people be real
Why can't I be real
With the ones that I love?
I know that they care
And they want to help,
But what they don't know
Is their help doesn't help
But actually they make
Things seem so much worse.
Their words cut like daggers
Going deep in my heart.
I'm sick of the pain
That comes from lying so much.
I wish I could make
All my friends go away.
I want no more friends
Or family either.
I just need to be
In complete solitude
Because my head is still pounding
And they're making it worse.
I need to leave soon
Or my head will explode.
