And when u start to miss me if u ever do , remember u made me go
i had no choice how was i to know?
i couldn't just stand there and let u hurt me
maybe u and i were just not meant to be
to be honest though i can't believe that
that me and u didn't mean jack...(well thats what u said)
and it still makes me sad
the thought of the what ifs and what could've been
which still hurt quite bad
but boy i still care for u, i wanna tell u... wish i could
but that probably wouldn't do any good
cause i know it ain't the same no more
since i shook it all off and walked out the door
you've moved on and got on with your life
well thats what it looks like
and it's not that I'm still holding on
cause i know what we had is long gone
its just that i wish we could make things right
so in some way i could still be in your life
but Na I'm not dumb i know u don't want me there
thats your opinion, maybe its for the best to be fair
but i still cant help how i feel
u don't even know, so i gotta get it together and keep it real
my feelings keep balling me over
knowing that the thing I'm missing is totally over
its stupid really still thinking about after all this time
how things messed up and how u were once mine
i know things went wrong and it wasn't just u
i know for a fact it was me to
i don't think none of that could've been helped in the long run
while it lasted it was good fun
thats how I'm gonna try and think of it from now on
and try and forget about u and are little jokes and songs
sometimes the good times hurt the most ... the things u once had
and yeah it makes me smile when i think of them
but it also makes me sad
i wanna touch u and feel u all over again
one last time
rewrite all the messed up memories and the pain
it hurts to remember but i don't want to forget
suppose i'm going round in circles, caught in a net
its gonna take more time for me to completely mend
but this message I'm gone send
I'm not gone fall apart
wishing i had a place in your heart
I'm gonna get up and go out for more
like all the times i have before
people say it takes a while to heal
i think Ive had long enough, i don't wanna feel
maybe I'm always gonna feel for you at the end of the day
i can't help it thats just my way
so here i go starting my life and love again
but deep down i know this isn't the end...
