RETRACiNG MY OlD MiSTAKES,
UNABlE TO TURN MY liFE BACK AROUND,
STUMBliNG DOWN THE WRONG PATH ONCE MORE,
WHEN i TRY TO RUN MY FEET FAll HEAVY AGAiNST THE GROUND,
i WiSH THEY WOUlD CHOKE ON THEiR BELLiGERENT WORDS,
i WiSH THEiR lUNGS WOUlD FiNAllY BURST,
i CAN ONlY HOPE THAT i Will BE TAKEN AWAY ONE DAY,
MY PARENTS HAVE MADE ME SUFFER THROUGH THE WORST,
TAKiNG ME AWAY FROM REAliTY,
i ABUSE THE SUBSTANCE MORE THEN i REAllY SHOUlD,
PUSHiNG MY liMiTS FARTHER AND FARTHER EACH AND EVERY TiME,
NO ONE EVER STOPPED MY ADDiCTiON BECAUSE THEY NEVER UNDERSTOOD,
i HAVE BETRAYED MANY THOUGH OUT MY liFE,
WHAT CAN i SAY i ONlY lEARN FROM THE BEST,
FUKC MY liFE, FUKC MY FRiENDS,
iM THE KiD YOU SHOUlD FOREVER DETEST,
BlOOD RUNS THROUGH MY DiRTY VEiNS,
SPillS iNTO MY BlACKENED HEART,
SEEPS THROUGH MY TORN SKiN,
iT HElPS MY MiND SlOWlY DEPART,
DEATH DEFYiNG THOUGHTS,
CONTiNUE TO PONDER iN MY HEAD,
SHOUlD i GRiP THE SilVER TRiGGER,
FEEl MY DiSEASED BlOOD SPREAD,
MY HEART HAS EXPlODED,
iT'S BEEN TAKEN FROM MY CHEST,
DRiPPiNG FROM HiS HAND TO THE FlOOR,
iS THE BlOOD OF THE DEPRESSED..
