Sweet lost lover rain

I look out the window,
Tiny raindrops hitting the ground,
Maybe they are tears for me,
Because happiness can't be found.

I get my shoes and coat,
And I walk out the door,
I don't know where I'm going,
Or what this night holds in store.

I walk down the street,
It's so lonely and dark,
It's such a familiar feeling,
For that is my heart.

I venture down a steep hill,
Soft raindrops on my skin,
I wonder if the sky is crying,
For the pain I feel within.

I am slowly walking,
Into a Field I venture,
I lie on the ground,
In the Field's very centre.

I look into the sky,
And let the rain come down,
And embrace my body,
Like a lost lover never found.

I stare into the sky and think,
Why am I so alone?
Why is life so painful?
Why isn't my pain known?

I wish someone was here with me,
That I had someone to keep,
Someone who wouldn't hurt me,
And cut my heart this deep.

Pain is all I feel now,
With this rain washing over me,
Cradling this lost soul,
Whom light cannot see.

Alas I lie here in the dark,
Alone and feeling great pain,
With nothing but these rain drops,
This sweet lost lover rain.