Lost

How do you outrun the pain
When it is as fast as the wind.
How do you smile
when your heart tells you to frown??

What do you do when the one thing you can do
hurts you the most?
What do you say when the only thing that matters
only matters to you?

I dont get it...
why we are all so confused all the time.
I dont understand
what I did to deserve you then lose you.

Why is my heart so tangled in the web
That I spun to catch up to you?
Why does it hurt everytime you pull away
why wont you just stay?