One Deep Breath

(inhale)

My palms are sweating
Mind becomes heavy

As my thoughts start to drown
And my energy falls down

I once tried to see the sun
Only to find the rain had won

I no longer can't fight the pain
I'd just rather leave this place

There's nothing in front of me
Nothing my vision can see

My sight has become blurred
My words have become slurred

My body lays limp and gray
On the ground where it should stay

As pounds of apathy take over
Now my mind's no longer sober

And then the rain soon turns to hail
As my many enemies sail

I'm in the darkness thanks to you
No more light crosses my view

No, I do not wish to mend
I just want everything to end

I can't take all of this anymore
My life has become a chore

I don't want to exist
I don't wish to live

Now my writing is scattered
Soul bruised and battered

What more can I say?
JUST GO AWAY

(exhale)