Dear God,
Please forgive me and my selfishness for my love of Karen. I push to hard not knowing what your plan for her is going to be.
I always look at her through your eyes and see her for what you see.
These covited tears I have been crying slowly dry up when I let you take over , who am I to control the heart of one of your creatures.
I pray you hold her close to your heart and forgive her for her sins and give her vision to see and the strength and courage to change her life for the better.
With or without me God ,I want her to have what she needs .
Provide me with new thoughts and stop the "mind tricks" that I tend to play on myself.
I pray that the walls she has built around her heart will tumble down and let me in once again.
I am your humble servant ,just waitig for those signs,I pray is Jesus and his wisdom....Amen