I feel so lost right now.
All the time I've been taking off has been really helpful to me.
Now I can see clearly how things really are in my life.
The people I had close in my life are now ignoring me.
And the people I had far away from it show me now that they really appreciate me and at least miss me.
Ever since I took this vacation I can see in a better motion how things stand.
I can see now who my real friends are and who aren't.
I cannot say that I just figured it out because I haven't.
It just became clearer to me to see it in another way.
I basically took this vacation to find myself in life and to figure things out.
And now, I figured out that the answer to it wasn't at all what I expected.
People change.... that's my answer for today.
No matter what they tell you, they still do.
No matter how they promise and how often it happens.... they still do...
Now I can see that they will never go back to what they used to be.
The fact is that I can also say the same thing about me...
