The First One

So lost and confused,
Dazzled and used,
Remembering everything that happened,

Being held and kissed,
Loved and teased,
With happiness all around,

Remembering the walk home,
In the stars and moonlight,
And the bitter air around us,

Then the next day,
Ranting and raving about,
What "happened",

The most amazing night,
I've ever had,
Was with someone, I hardly knew,

Figuring out later,
That he was,
The first one,
I've ever loved