When i was alive

Why didn't no one notice that i was there when i was alive...
why didn't care when i was alive...
was it something i did....
something i said....
why did no one care that i slit my left wrist.......
why did everyone not listen to me when i cried for help.....
did i deserve not to be listen to or be on that place....
well now darkness has taken over me......
now I'm out of that God forsaken Earth....
I'm not a devil nor angel.....
but inside i am broken
i have Fallen
and i am part Angel.......
i travel every where with no where to go.......
i have broken wings so i can't fly....
i have fallen so darkness has taken over me
and i am part angel because i was apart of heaven once...........
but never will be again.........