A story

**this is not a poem actually, it's just a story. it doesn't really rhyme or anything. i just wanted to write it .this is a true story.**

::the relationship began in September.9.2005. ended in June.13.2006.::

9 months we've been together
you said you wanted us to be like this forever
my friends new better
that we won't last any longer

they told me to dump you
but no, the sayings of your lies blocked my words all the time
I've been planing it in my mind
somehow can't put it to words

then the day came, when i was finally going to tell you
but you had to go
and i started stuttering, so i said never mind

then i called your house, by my friend's phone
i asked you in public, DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?
you said NO
i cried while i was on the phone

you said we're over
i asked for another chance
you said you'll think about it

the next day i asked you
i heard you said no
so i said, ok, then went away

days later, you told me
"you're wasting your chance"
i was confused
i told you i didn't know you said yes to the chance
then i ask "SO YOU STILL LOVE ME?"
no was your answer

weeks later you've been treating me bad
like a revenge to me
then my friend, who you liked
told me you asked her out
by writing a note

i was pissed off
but my friends asks me why am i pissed if we're over
i said i don't know
the reason why we're over is because of this
because I've been being JEALOUS all the time
and always wanting you to be ALL MINE

then i started getting over it
i was getting happy a little bit
i kind of forgotten about you
but you we're still in my mind

and everytime in class
i can see you glance
it was fine with me

it was my birthday you said you'll give me a gift
i knew you wouldn't
you refund it
somehow i was disappointed

3rd to the last day of our school year
you kept staring at me
you look into my eyes deep
you smile at me like you used to do

you poke me for fun
because i was closing my eyes
then we went to the auditorium
and for the first time for a month
you sat next to me

i was happy and surprised
you we're talking to me
like if nothing happened

then the last day too
you we're tickling me
and making me laugh
(when it was dark so no one could see)

we smiled at each other
but when we had to go home
you didn't even say good bye
happy time were over