Why do i have to be the one to choose between
you and him?
why is it every time you call
i want to turn off my cell?
...but when he calls
i can't pick up fast enough?
i know i love you
but if i do
then what do i feel for him?
is it lust
from the nights we spent together?
or is it just away to get over you?
i left home saying
well...i guess thats done
now i have to move on
...but when i got home
i guess you wanted me back
well i thought we said we would think about it
well i did
and i think
that we should just say no
because if we don't
its just going to be like last year
I'm going to hurt you
and your going to end up hating yourself
because you think its only about you
why i ditched
well guess what
for once it's really not you
it is ME!
I'm the only reason i would leave you
i want more
i know that seems so wrong
and it is
but i mean
....its true
even tough i love you
i don't want to be with you
although a part of me always will want to
