Cruel world

I look around and what do i see?
nothing but the whole world laughing at me
what? i asked whats wrong with me?
and the world answered
"everyting girl, look in the mirror
and maybe you'll see what we do"
i look in a miror and what i thought was ok
turns to gray
i see...nothing
"theres nothing there" i say
"precisely! you're nothing, no one loves you, and you can't get anything right!"
i turn and run
but i can still here the world
nothing...you are nothing
i go to the one i love
i scream help me
but he just stands there
puts his arm around my best friend
and laughs "did you honestly think i loved you?"
my world starts to spin
i can feel myself giving in
"i loved you" i said
and then everything went black
i woke up in a hospital
"how long have i been here...what happened?"
my moom answers back
"you've been asleep for 2 weeks hun,
look at your arms"
i look down and my wrists are covered in bandages
suicide...i attempted suicide
something i never thought i would ever do
and its all because of you
cruel world