Bringing Me Down

I have heard from you to many lies.
I have cried for you to many times.
I am really starting to despise, all the useless lives.
That still are here around me.
That sooner than later will surround me.
I am trapped inside a world.
Where I am just a little girl.
Alone and confused, and tired of being used.
You dont seem to understand.
You are just a little boy, not yet a man.
I dont know how I find the way.
To get through to you everyday.
How can one life be so complicated?
My vision of happiness is already faded.
To see where I was going,
Before I started lowering myself to get to you.
But still I have to choose.
A life with lies with you or a life of being used. -