Todays the day I lost myself in a world of lies and lust.
I have been trying to carry myself through all the pain that love has caused.
I thought that I could leave a load of my misery on you to hold.
But just as every other one had done, you just let me down.
How could I not have seen past the eyes that held so many secrets?
Yet somehow I did, but never realized that it was to hurt me.
Why did I have to keep searching to find what you were hiding?
How could you betray me like you did, and use my heart for nothing?
I am afraid to go on to what could be the end of my heart.
But I am sorry to admit that today was, my Last Day Soul. -