Upburst

The pain inside is still burning with a flame.
All the words we said, in my head drive me insane.
I can't seem to get ride of the pain.
You will never know what its like to have no one love you.

That no one will want to hug you.
I sit alone in my room wondering what to do.
If I should just give up this world and be threw with it.
It wouldn't make a difference, everyone expects me to quit.
I can't blame anything on anyone, because what is done is what I myself have done.
I have hurt myself, set my own trap, dug my own hole, cut my own lap.
Left myself out to dry, I hold back all the tears I know no one will cry.
If I really do let myself go, if I really do die. -