Black Out

Coming home to a night of Pain
something I cant run away from
I don't want to live in vain
stuff like this can only happen to some

the tourcher is over after I black out
away it walks alone to leave me
it will kill me next, I have no doubt
with my Sisters again when dead I will be

Oldest to youngest is how it went
and only I am left
my life in horror was how it was spent
sometimes the screaming made me deft

Now I live a life in solitude
I don't live a life in vain
all the things she's done to me where intruded
everything she has done brought me so much pain
but I refuse to live in vain

Again the pain comes to Me
why Wont she let Me Be
Then....I
Black Out