You told me not to worry
And I did not
I tried to care about it
But I can not bear it any more
I need to tell you straight up
I quite careing a long time ago
Why should I have cared
There was no way around it
I must go straight to the point
You were not always there for me
Even though you said you would be
You said before that you loved me
But no more will I hear you
Your voice inside my mind
Yes I will still care
About what you have said
You once said to leave the past
And live in the present
But you have yet to leave the past
And live in the present
You said never say never
But you say it all the time
You always said that you should stick
With your sayings
But you did the complete oppisite
You never stuck with yours at all
You never gave it your all
And you never even tried
So how am I suppose to understand you
Do you even understand half of what you say
Are you even trying to do what you say you do
You told me to be me
Then I told you I can not be who I do not know
You did not understand what I ment
And niether did i
But now I do
But do you understand me now
I still can not be me
Simply because I can not find myself
Have you found your true self
Or are you still wondering around blindly
You gave me so much advic
Even though you yourself did not believe it
And now it is my turn to give you some
Take time to think about what has happened
And to think about what you want to be
By using your past to make you stronger
For the days to comes
