Good-bye

Another phone conversation cut short, but neither you or I really care. I used to hate it and think its unfair. I guess we just stopped trying, maybe if we keep this up I'll stop crying. But I doubt it, the tears won't stop they'll just keep coming down faster. At breaking my heart your truly the master. I can't seem to be enough, and all you can say is things are tough. Well I'm sick of hearing it I'm tired of it all.I once that you where sweet and sincere but when I think of you I don't cry, I ball. Things won't get better they'll only get worse but I can't leave you. Some times I want to but other times I think we can pull through. I think you're great but we know things are coming apart. So why don't we end this before you take the rest of my heart. I want to work this out but I don't think your gonna change. I have my life I need to arrange, I love you and I would give the world to you if I could. But you won't even give a few hours a night even though you know you should. The problem with you is you're not willing to commit, and if you want a girl you better prove it. I'm sorry Honny but I need a better guy. But just to let you know everything you did I supported you in now support me when I'm saying good-bye.
Christina Ramsdell