Hey buddy... once again, another awesome poem... but I worry for you *hugs* tough it out for another year or so and you'll be free man... you won't have to deal with any of that anymore, you can just live the way you want and have that weight lifted... the worries will be a thing of the past and you'll be able to breathe fresh life into yourself! *hugs again* I'm always here for you, my cell is always on, you know where I live, my door is always open to you any time of the day or night :-) just hold in there... sooner or later you'll get all the good stuff you deserve!