My Life Without Your Love(Torn Apart)

I wake up each morning stretching & yawning but not wanting to keep my eyes open/
But I don’t want to sleep/ my dreams is even haunting, when my eyes begin closing/
I feel so cold and alone like I’m walking down unfamiliar streets/
I wish the wind would stop blowing and I could here the silence of peace/
Instead all I here is splinters threw the air howling wind cutting threw the tree’s/
No more is there a gentle warm breeze oh how I wish things would change/
Back to the past ways of them old happy days/
Oh how I wish I could stop the rain from falling/
Cause it’s beginning to flood and its full of sorrow now I’m drowning/
It just keeps pounding on the glass as I drive past/
The world I’m use to seeing it’s all moving by so fast/
I was told to drive slow but now that your gone/
I have no reason to live; all I hear is reminiscents expressed threw song/
But I can’t turn the radio off oh how I wish/
I could go back in time and give you one last kiss/
Instead I just let you leave did not even get a hug/
Now my heart is on my sleeve hoped to wipe away your love/
But its still inside but now I’m feeling an empty space/
The tears keep rolling out my eyes down a sad expressioned face/
I’m missing you I love you so much and I hope you know/
Even writing this poem I’m crying because I have to let you go/
I wish it did not have to be this way/
Wish you would have chose to stay/
Wish I held you close one last time in my bed in which you use to lay/
And now every single day/
I pray to god hoping he’s keeping you safe, protecting you from harms way/
Cause I can no longer do it/
Even though once I was the truest/
Person in your life if you faced a burden I could help you threw it/
Realizations occur and I know that your not coming back/
No matter how hard I cry your still not coming back/
No matter how hard I wish I know none of them would come true/
I miss your love so much but mostly I miss you/
And my world is nothing with out you/
It breaks my heart to know I’ll never here your voice again/
I’ll never get to spend/
Time with you and feel the joy you brought to a friend/
Now I’m left with one question/
If you were heaven sent/
Then why take my blessing/
If it was meant to express/
Apart of me I never new I had/
And why is it that now I’m left lonely and feeling oh so sad/
Why does god hurt me so much does god know how much it hurts/
To miss something you can never get back my life’s taking a turn for the worst/
I’m way past rock bottom please tell my why did you take her from me/
She was all that made me happy now I’m all alone crying down on both knees/
I need her back understand I can’t go on no more/
I need my angel in my life oh how I wish my heart wasn’t so torn/