Why Do I Feel This Way?

I feel us slipping further and further apart,
like skin tearing from bone,
such pain and torture,I say.
Why do I feel this way?

Why? I say.
Do I feel this way.
When I'm the one who left you first.

Singing songs and breaking bones,
put them together for not so good weather.
That's how I feel today.
Why do I feel this way?

My heart goes in every direction,
with out correction, I say.
Wondering why I start to cry.

The trees are whispering to me.
What they say I can not hear.
My head is jumbled from ear to ear.
Why do I feel this way?

I let you go real fast,
couldn't be alone for long.
Didn't realize what I had lost.

You've now moved on;
didn't expect the effects to end up like this.
Such a curveball through my heart.
Why do I feel this way?

Can not achieve peace of mind;
decisions always blocking my path.
It's you who makes me feel this way.
Why did you have to make me fall in love?

And why do I feel this way?