The emptiness of it all
Is eating away at my soul
I am nothing - no one
The one who created me is gone. I am forever lost - for you were my eternal path. Every image I perceive is tainted with your personage. You once slept on these sheets, you once listened to this music - you once kissed these lips and hugged this body and loved this soul. Being angry, miserable, ashamed, and depressed with you was better than being without you. The constant pain and abuse was warmer, more comforting, than sleeping alone with hopeless thoughts and empty dreams. Any attention from you is better than none at all. A lost, confused, empty soul cries every night on salty pillowcases. Screaming the words people uttered at her. The things you said -Burn her - Brand her - more than any kiss ever could. Rejection is so much more powerful than acceptance ever was. The burning and rotting of my memories of you erase my soul and leave me limp on a heap of burning coal - eating me from the inside out. Leaving an empty heart and a broken soul. I long to soar again as I did when you loved this. Not tied down by gravity of commitment. Ever church - missionary - brings tears to my empty eyes which no longer cry. Rainy day without one who loves me...
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WONT LEAVE ME ALONE.
LAUGHTER IS DECEPTION - FEAR OF THE TRUTH!
YOU CAUSED IT
MISERY LOVES COMPANY.
