Silent Word

I can't shake this feeling,
i just wanna stop,
but these tears i cry,
just drip and drop.

I wanna Hate you,
because of the things you did,
now my heart is broken,
and my emotions i hid.

you killed me inside,
you don't even know this pain,
now when i hear our song,
It feels like im going insane.

And i know if i die,
no matter what i do,
if i go to heaven or hell,
i'll still be watching over you.

Why did you break my heart,
and leave me here to bleed?
why were you the one,
who never gave me something i would need?

I wanna die,
just to stop the pain,
but where ever i would go,
its more that i'll gain.

I wanna move on,
and forget you were there,
i wanna be like you,
and act like i would never care.

so goodbye for now,
because this is my last word,
i silent thump on the ground,
was the last thing anyone heard.