Writings on a paper
Could never express these feelings
That I share for you
With you
And as I lay here thinking about us
I am looking into his eyes
Wishing it were you
Wanting it to be you
I couldn't get my nerves right
Fighting a battle with myself
On to tell you how I felt
Or let my mask keep it hidden away
His lips cover mine
Closing my eyes, I dream it is your hands
That wrap around my waist
That caress my swollen lips
Slipping into my thoughts
He watches me
And I think that He somehow knows
That I am no longer his to claim
I could hear his hands pull form my jeans
His voice telling me he'll return
But I can tell by his eyes He wont
My heart fills with guilt of loving another
Laying on my bed
I dream of you
Your name echoing on my lips
And then I suddenly remember
That you are laying beside me
Echoing my name
In your dreams