Baffled lover

Do I take that step forward?
And risk it all on the line.
Or do I w8 dormant and risk loosing what Ive desired.
That irresistible urge i can not relieve my soul of.
Iam weak, my heart pounds at the mere sight of u.
What I know now means nothing,
What Ive acknowledged as the rules of life, don t apply.
4 Im in love but still puzzled.
So I call out 4 answers but no ones there. I guess Im just another lover stuck in the grasps of despair.