Forbidden Love

She tries to cross the line with her heart so cold
He drive her up the wall thinking hes so clever
Turning to face the other way
Its never good to be hocked up because your hearts so cold.
Everyday is the same wont you ever learn all you do is fall
In and out of love
Its all caught up in the dull nights that never fade away.
And she's so sick of wiping her face from the tears that drown her face
She lacks courage in ordinary ways,
Shes so alone
These days all she wants to be her inner self
But gets so worried about ordinary life.
Some days she feels its just not worth the pain she feels
Shes so angry with herself for putting up with this sadness
But she feels there is no other way.
The barriers never break away she always feels the crash and never the ride.
In this messed up world of hers its over before it even begins.
There is nothing left for her to realise
Shes losing more than shed hope to
Shes falling from the stars drenched in memories of her pain
Still he remains and never seems to fade away
Like the stars we see, like the innocence she wishes to be.
Here comes the rain coming from the skies
Soaked in a love she once had
As she passes him by she sees what he has gained
Nothing from her
Only a notch in his bedpost
The sadness she feels is so unreal
Her angels they come so fast dropping like the memories all so fast
Maybe its time to go
Alone.
She wishes to be with him
Still.
Even though he was nothing to her