I cannot take this pain,
I can't become this lie,
I used it against you for to long.
I'm stuck inside this bad dream,
Like air trapped in my lungs,
I'm imprisioned in you ever shadowing fate.
Somebody help me through this,
I've tried to many times to escape on my own,
I'm left in the dark without light.
I am cursed by horrible fear,
Like a woman cursed by love,
I am condemed to a life of nothing.
I sit and wait in the darkness,
Waiting for an answer,
Waiting for something to happen.
My mind so distraught,
Like an inner child in pain,
I'm a memory thought to be lost.
My selfish instincts are vain,
My persuasion has failed,
I dislocate you from my mind.
I was falsely acused,
I was leaden to believe it,
I was only caught up in lies.