The mess you made

Way to go buddy,
You messed it up,
You made the mistakes,
You made the choices,
You made the decision to hurt me,
I was being truthful,
I was being honest,
And all youre doing,
Is being immature,
Step up and be a man,
You know you should,
But that was never your plan,
You just wanted to date me the first chance you got,
But what I wanted was your thoughts,
I wanted you to talk to me,
I wanted to you love me,
I wanted you to take it slow,
But there you go,
Messing it up,
Making the mistakes,
And Im stuck here,
Crying over what we had,
I should move on and realize you were the idiot,
But its hard to think that we would never last,
I still want you here,
I still miss you dearly,
But you messed it up,
And I stuck here cleaning up the mess you made.